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6.23.2005

stress alert ii???

"gab?"

nagliliwaliw ako nun sa tong-its, nang tinawag ako ng isa sa mga kaklase ko. kaya naman hinarap ko siya. andami nila dun, lahat nakatingin saken. tapos sabi nung tumawag, "ang kapal ng eyebags mo."

natahimik ako bigla. tapos, bigla kong hinanap yung salamin ko... pagkatapos ng ilang sandali naalala kong wala na nga pala akong salamin.

kaya naman pumunta ako agad sa may banyo, kung saan may salamin... binasa ang mukha. pinunasan ng panyo. tinignan ang replika ng sarili... ng malapitan. at totoo nga. hindi lang makapal ang eyebags. dumami pa mga tigyawat. at kapansin-pansin din ang pamumula
ng mukha. wala na naman akong sunburn.

siguro nga sa sarili lang yun. sabi nga nila, "stress lang yan." o kaya ang hilig ko lang talagang magpuyat. pwede ring dahil pihikan ako sa pagkain (sabi nga nila pumapayat daw ako eh).

pero, di kaya dahil sa ang dami kong iniisip? di kaya sumuko na puso ko sa mga pangyayari?? di kaya ako lagnatin ulit dahil sa mga pinaggagawa ko?

o di kaya masyado na akong maraming tinatanong sa sarili ko, na nagdudulot ng panghihina ko??

sige. tingin niyo ba, magulo ako?

sorry, hindi ko masagot yung mga tanong. di kaya mas mabuti nang pabayaan na lang yan???

the silent spoke up on 19:53

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