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a writer, eh? not really. but why? because i'm a hopeless romantic. taunt me. laugh like the hyena. do the hokey-pokey. pounce on me. tell me how hopeless i am... real hopeless. go ahead. that's fine with me...
or share some pity and feel my pain. isn't that him, the dying martyr? oh, the poor chap. look at his frail limbs and fragile soul. but no, no. you'd never say that.
because i'm just a freakin' writer who no one cares about.. do tell me if i'm wrong, huh. not that i care.

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6.13.2005

the need... for sleep.

... late na ha. ba't di ka pa tulog?

"hay. ewan ko ba... siguro alam mo kung bakit..?"

hmm... tignan natin... ano ba to... matinding pagkabog ng dibdib, kadalasang pagkawala sa sarili, pagkawala ng gana sa pagkain-

"minsanang panlalamig? pagsakit ng ulo, o pagkahilo? pagkatulala nag sobrang tagal? at... isang ngiting tila di mawari? oo nga."

sa pagkakaalam ko, mga karaniwang sintomas ng tinatawag na...

"'labnat.' tama ba?"

tama... siya pa rin diba?

"bakit, tingin mo ba magpapalit ako? asa ka pa!"

hindi naman. pero, wag mo naman masyadong patayin yang sarili mo kakaisip sa kanya. alam mo, kailangan mo rin ng tulog, diba?

"oo... pero.."

bakit ba kasi kabado ka na naman? dapat nga masaya ka na eh. wala ka nang problema.

"di ba ako mukhang masaya? di ko nga lang alam kung dapat ako maging masaya."

bahala ka nga. eh kung di mo alam, dapat di ka nakangiti na parang ganyan.

"hmmm.... ewan! di ko kasi alam anong mga mangyayari sa tuesday eh. excited lang ako."

naku, pag inlab naman talaga! wag ka mag-alala... magiging maganda ang araw na yun.

"talaga lang ha! pano kung di ako makapasok sa tuesday?"

dahil sa labnat? bahala na. kaya nga matulog ka na eh. para makapagpahinga ka naman. atsaka mabuti na ring nakangiti ka kaysa sa nagluluksa ka. diba?

"heh! gnun ba. bahala na. inaantok na ako. magandang gabi."

the silent spoke up on 18:25

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