time flies like an arrow. fruit flies like a banana...
forget the punchline. i shouldn't be writing this anyway... i only came to think of it because some friends asked me about something related to it, and i told them that that was something i needed to self-reflect on.
i'm trying.
"bakit ka ba laging nala-late?" this girl asked.
i bit my lip. was that really a question? did i really need to answer that? my mind was scrambling for an answer... and it found nil. so what if i don't give an answer?
but still it seemed to matter. why, really, why? it turned out that i also didn't know.
but then again... so what?
and so the silence prevailed, once again, after thirty long seconds of pondering. but come to think of it... i really should think about it, right? i mean...
why would i be adjusting the clock one hour advanced if i don't make use of it? why am i wearing a watch in the first place? why did i enter an institution requiring people to be inside the grounds by this time, just to arrive an hour and quarter later? a lot of things won't make sense if i don't make a resolve. and that's how complicated life is...
better late than never. isn't that better? not really - it's like better not attend a major subject than not to attend school at all. if a certain thing's incomplete, does one utilize its full capability? indeed, no.
hey, wait - in the first place i shouldn't be the one talking about such and such and so and so. and you know why...
anyway, i gotta go. can't waste too much time on this. *yeah, and i'm still on my school clothes, and i haven't eaten dinner yet, and i haven't gone anywhere but the desktop since arriving home, and.... you get the point?*
oh dear...