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or share some pity and feel my pain. isn't that him, the dying martyr? oh, the poor chap. look at his frail limbs and fragile soul. but no, no. you'd never say that.
because i'm just a freakin' writer who no one cares about.. do tell me if i'm wrong, huh. not that i care.

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7.25.2005

illusion of shadows....

so sturdy in broad daylight
your charm simmers into all
loneliness and misery, seemed
never to take its toll

boy and girl look up to you
wish to feel your dazzling radiance
indulge into the happiness you bring
leaves a smile into each being

you approach him, and him, and her
and tell them to share the love you know
raising up their hopes, and point out that
the sun will still be bright tomorrow

as you walk in the face of sunlight
you leave this dark trace behind
a shallow reminder of who you really are
which i see when the sun goes down

in the darkness, you show
the true colors of your insanity
as you ravish along the dark alleys
sucking life out of each seen being

a pretender! so vicious and clever
as she swoops down and circles behind
the unfortunate run, but all in vain
her claws would never let go

left alone and cold, speechless and silent
while the moon glowers over all
one sees the face of that young lady
who made him smile in the morn.

yes, that is she!
the truth only waits.
i am a witness
to your heinous crimes!

highly regarded, respected and loved!
tell me, do you deserve such?
no, i am no fool! don't make me one!
for even in dawn i see the monster in you.

deceiver! liar! that's what you should be called.
your deeds are of wrath, bane, agony
you try to be someone else
and hide the raving lunatic inside

reality bites my friend!
illusions are only for mere fiends
you're making yourself look stupid
thriving in darkness but dying in light

how do you feel now, knowing
your greatest mystery's unveiled
for one thing, you should know that
someone in this world doesn't love you now!

burn in the sun.
freeze in the rain.
sink into your lair,
oh bastard unhailed.

see how karma works?
making a disaster of you.
love is no merry-go-round
you idiot! i can tell.

look at my eyes. gaze into my soul.
feel me, how broken i am.
say sorry for breaking an innocent heart!
can't you see what you've done unto me?

i know you take no heed.
you don't really care.
that's fine with me! however, can you
still walk in dawn with that shadow on you?

the silent spoke up on 07:28

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