the writer
a writer, eh? not really. but why? because i'm a hopeless romantic. taunt me. laugh like the hyena. do the hokey-pokey. pounce on me. tell me how hopeless i am... real hopeless. go ahead. that's fine with me...
or share some pity and feel my pain. isn't that him, the dying martyr? oh, the poor chap. look at his frail limbs and fragile soul. but no, no. you'd never say that.
because i'm just a freakin' writer who no one cares about.. do tell me if i'm wrong, huh. not that i care.

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7.30.2005

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I LOVE YOU...
....oh my. what was i about to say?
I LOVE YOU...
....maybe i don't feel like saying anything at all.
I LOVE YOU...
....or, maybe i do feel like saying a lot.
I LOVE YOU...
....or maybe, i just don't know.
I LOVE YOU...
yes, that's it. i don't know. i'm clueless. befuddled. confused. shocked. in chaos. paranoia. a dilemma. quandarized state of mind. questions here, questions there. indifferent? speechless.
I LOVE YOU...
SILENT.
I LOVE YOU...
and of course, i do not know why.
I LOVE YOU...
maybe i just try to smile too much. maybe i shouldn't even be smiling. and maybe i don't even know why i was smiling (or trying to smile) at all...
I LOVE YOU...
maybe i should be crying right now. maybe i should be thinking about a reason to cry. maybe i should make myself feel so depressed about something. oh, or maybe, i really don't know how to cry.
I LOVE YOU...
maybe i'm being too serious about this life. or maybe i'm making my own life a laughing stock. maybe, i don't know what i've done, and what i'm doing with my life just yet.
I LOVE YOU...
maybe i should keep my mouth shut. maybe... i should learn how to keep my silence. maybe... i should stop this whole nonsense stuff NOW.
I LOVE YOU...
and maybe, i should start making sense out of my words....
I LOVE YOU.

the silent spoke up on 20:11

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