the writer
a writer, eh? not really. but why? because i'm a hopeless romantic. taunt me. laugh like the hyena. do the hokey-pokey. pounce on me. tell me how hopeless i am... real hopeless. go ahead. that's fine with me...
or share some pity and feel my pain. isn't that him, the dying martyr? oh, the poor chap. look at his frail limbs and fragile soul. but no, no. you'd never say that.
because i'm just a freakin' writer who no one cares about.. do tell me if i'm wrong, huh. not that i care.

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6.19.2005
internal debt relief?
hey, when did i ever become financially stable on my own? never? then why does my family owe a lot of money from me? especially my parents? are all family breadwinners of this generation under a major state of turmoil, causing them to turn to their sons and daughters for financial help?
mommy doesn't want me to have my personal bank account. ol' pop won't give me any daily allowance - he insists that i should give them to my still-not-that-capable BABY brothers theirs. and they ask me to pay for the gas tank, and the pizza delivery, AND my school supplies. and now they use up my future birthday allowance for paying the Meralco bill.
c'mon guys, tell me what's going on. you know it. you experience it, day by day you do. or am I alone here?
just to further insinuate on the family expenses, here's a rundown of their 'debts' since year time immemorial:
P 6,300 - taken from my previous savings account (for confidential reasons) P 2,800 - personal expenses on school paraphernalia P 2,500 - birthday and Christmas incentives from relatives P 1,300 - household commodites like candles, vegetables, and video rent P xxxx.xx unaccounted for, which i don't remember
which amounts to a whopping 13,000 bucks, all vanished in wisps of smoke.
now I understand all that stuff in the news, about cancelling debts and such and so. i know the feeling, and it's not good.
anyway, there's the promise that they'll pay me back.
because after all... promises are meant to be broken.
the silent spoke up on
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